The despair is never ending you feel as if your spireling downward not knowing how to get back to the light.
She was the one with all the beauty inside and out
This is my one true Angel
Thursday, November 23, 2006
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Hello,
I came across your blog via a friend who is also a friend of yours .. Laura .. I am so full of sadness right now and I send you my deepest sympathy. What a lovely child, what a loss that seems could have been prevented..
Something has to be done about this! This is an atrocity.. it sickens me.
About a month ago my 25 year old daughter was taken to JRMC , put on the pyschiatric ward. There was no reason for her to be there, she was , well she had been drinking and her bf called the cops.. Too make a long story short among other things that were done to her, not for her.. she was given at bedtime benadyrl and what she thought to be a tylenol pm , as she asked the nurse what it was and was told it was tylenol pm. It was not , it was Haldol and she had a siezure from it because she was allergic to it and was then given a shot of something to counteract the Haldol reaction.
All the medication your daughter was given seems too extreme, though I am no doctor it seems like way too much. There has to be some way this facilty can be closed. I agree with you , that it destroys young people. I have heard other stories of the place.
I hope with each passing day you find some peace. I am a mother so I know it will be hard. My love and prayers to you and your family.
Let's hope something can be done about what happened to Angel as it was not right!
You were not just my daughter but my forever friend. I Love You! Happy Valentines Day in heaven
Angel in the 7th grade
Her undying Love!
Today I was thinking of my Angel and what the new year brings, when out of nowhere came a feather from an Angels wing. The time I had spent thinking she was floating just above, telling me from Heaven of her undying love. In the New Year Beginning she did not want to see me cry nor let a day go by without seeing my smile. No fear or darkness envelopes me now for I know that in this day. New Year is a beginning then from up above is my Angel and her undying love.
By Mary S. Castillo Angel's mom
HAPPY SWEET SIXTEEN BIRTHDAY MY ANGEL
Happy Birthday to you, Happy Birthday to you Happy Birthday dear Angel Happy Birthday to you. Mommy loves you and is thinking of you today in so many special ways. I miss you daily and am doing all I can to get the word out to help others. Do you remember your 5th Birthday I do, I remember you thought you were not going to have a cake and candles. You gave so much when you shared your home with the other kids coming into our life. That was your first Birthday with them you thought we were not going to celebrate because we had the other kids. I will never forget the joy and tears in your eyes when I brought in the cake with the candles lit and we sang happy birthday. This was supposed to be your best Birthday ever this Sweet Sixteen day but Heavenly Father will have to take over for me today since I can’t be there in person with you. Just know your in my heart today as always and never will I be without you as close as a thought. Today I will be celebrating in sprit with you for you were the most beautiful person in my life and always will be. I Love You! Love Mom
Thanksgiving Day!
Today is Thanksgiving, I’m thankful for the time I had with my beautiful baby. Thankful for the smiles, love and joy she brought into my life while she was here. Today is the first holiday without her in the world and I’m praying that somehow she knows how much I love her and how thankful I truly am for her. I’ve chosen to endure this day alone so as not to bring any sadness to anyone else’s day, I knew it would be hard to hold back tears. I’m envisioning her having this day in heaven around a table full of all the foods that she enjoys so much. Praying heavenly father hugs her for me, tells her I love her and how very thankful to have had her as a part of my life and that I’m thinking of her today as always.
I lost my 15 year old daughter on August 8th 2006. Searching for grief relief I learned how to start a blog. So here I am opening my life to the general public in hopes of obtaining healing techniques.
I told her baby your going to break out from smelling that rose
she said mom I just wanted to smell it
The rose she gave me after the fact.
Setting on my front proch the Sunday after her death. My heart was swelling with the grief inside but just as I got lost in this grief. I looked up and seen the most beautiful rose on the bush she had smelled of just day's before her death. It was like she said here mom this rose is for you I love you so much.
1 comment:
Hello,
I came across your blog via a friend who is also a friend of yours .. Laura .. I am so full of sadness right now and I send you my deepest sympathy. What a lovely child, what a loss that seems could have been prevented..
Something has to be done about this! This is an atrocity.. it sickens me.
About a month ago my 25 year old daughter was taken to JRMC , put on the pyschiatric ward. There was no reason for her to be there, she was , well she had been drinking and her bf called the cops.. Too make a long story short among other things that were done to her, not for her.. she was given at bedtime benadyrl and what she thought to be a tylenol pm , as she asked the nurse what it was and was told it was tylenol pm. It was not , it was Haldol and she had a siezure from it because she was allergic to it and was then given a shot of something to counteract the Haldol reaction.
All the medication your daughter was given seems too extreme, though I am no doctor it seems like way too much. There has to be some way this facilty can be closed. I agree with you , that it destroys young people. I have heard other stories of the place.
I hope with each passing day you find some peace. I am a mother so I know it will be hard. My love and prayers to you and your family.
Let's hope something can be done about what happened to Angel as it was not right!
Peace~
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