The despair is never ending you feel as if your spireling downward not knowing how to get back to the light.
She was the one with all the beauty inside and out
This is my one true Angel
Friday, January 5, 2007
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Dear Mary S.,
My heart goes out to you. Your loss of Misty is beyond tragic and continues an escalating trend of unspeakable, unconscionable abuse by the mental health industry. I view all this from the unique perspective of having myself practiced psychology for thirty + years in both a private setting and at several mental health centers scattered throughout Arkansas. I have also been a victim of these criminal sociopaths who call themselves professional mental health practicioners. Recently I discovered my 13-year-old son has been secretly treated by 3 particularly hideous "the---rapists" commonly shortened to the term 'therapists'... for FOUR YEARS...without my consent, my awareness, my knowledge!!! Thus my son was mind-raped from age 9 until 13 for no reason save the hefty fees being paid by his SSRI addicted mother. The three men are named Warren Seiler,M.D.a vile individual who's been reeking havoc unmolested by the Arkansas Medical Board for decades at a laughably ridiculous treatment facility inspired by Tolkien's fantasy novel, "Hobbit",named Rivendell, located in Saline County,AR.His long-time sidekick's name is Jay Morgan, who holds a highly questionable counseling degree from UCA, engaged as the primary therapist in the relationship with my son,Zach. Zach tells me they mostly talked about school stuff and shared Morgan's large bowl of candy and gum he kept close by. Lucrative fees will pay for alot of candy and gum, I suspect. The third party to this travesty was Glen Lowitz, Ph.D. who provided the legal cover for Mr. Morgan. Thank God, Zach never agreed to take their drugs/poisons which he tells me they pushed. I have been engaged in battling the Arkansas Psychology Board regarding the above thugs since early August,06 and the APB is fiercely playing Cover Everybody's Ass as I suspected would happen. The grotesque over-medicating of your beloved Misty should be obvious to anyone who is not a blatant criminal or who does not have the excuse of being brain dead. I will vigorously assist you in any possible way. With My Deepest Sympathy, Roy Murtishaw Pine Bluff, Ar 870-550-7696
You were not just my daughter but my forever friend. I Love You! Happy Valentines Day in heaven
Angel in the 7th grade
Her undying Love!
Today I was thinking of my Angel and what the new year brings, when out of nowhere came a feather from an Angels wing. The time I had spent thinking she was floating just above, telling me from Heaven of her undying love. In the New Year Beginning she did not want to see me cry nor let a day go by without seeing my smile. No fear or darkness envelopes me now for I know that in this day. New Year is a beginning then from up above is my Angel and her undying love.
By Mary S. Castillo Angel's mom
HAPPY SWEET SIXTEEN BIRTHDAY MY ANGEL
Happy Birthday to you, Happy Birthday to you Happy Birthday dear Angel Happy Birthday to you. Mommy loves you and is thinking of you today in so many special ways. I miss you daily and am doing all I can to get the word out to help others. Do you remember your 5th Birthday I do, I remember you thought you were not going to have a cake and candles. You gave so much when you shared your home with the other kids coming into our life. That was your first Birthday with them you thought we were not going to celebrate because we had the other kids. I will never forget the joy and tears in your eyes when I brought in the cake with the candles lit and we sang happy birthday. This was supposed to be your best Birthday ever this Sweet Sixteen day but Heavenly Father will have to take over for me today since I can’t be there in person with you. Just know your in my heart today as always and never will I be without you as close as a thought. Today I will be celebrating in sprit with you for you were the most beautiful person in my life and always will be. I Love You! Love Mom
Thanksgiving Day!
Today is Thanksgiving, I’m thankful for the time I had with my beautiful baby. Thankful for the smiles, love and joy she brought into my life while she was here. Today is the first holiday without her in the world and I’m praying that somehow she knows how much I love her and how thankful I truly am for her. I’ve chosen to endure this day alone so as not to bring any sadness to anyone else’s day, I knew it would be hard to hold back tears. I’m envisioning her having this day in heaven around a table full of all the foods that she enjoys so much. Praying heavenly father hugs her for me, tells her I love her and how very thankful to have had her as a part of my life and that I’m thinking of her today as always.
I lost my 15 year old daughter on August 8th 2006. Searching for grief relief I learned how to start a blog. So here I am opening my life to the general public in hopes of obtaining healing techniques.
I told her baby your going to break out from smelling that rose
she said mom I just wanted to smell it
The rose she gave me after the fact.
Setting on my front proch the Sunday after her death. My heart was swelling with the grief inside but just as I got lost in this grief. I looked up and seen the most beautiful rose on the bush she had smelled of just day's before her death. It was like she said here mom this rose is for you I love you so much.
1 comment:
Dear Mary S.,
My heart goes out to you. Your loss of Misty is beyond tragic and continues an escalating trend of unspeakable, unconscionable abuse by the mental health
industry.
I view all this from the unique perspective of having myself practiced psychology for thirty + years in both a private setting and at several mental health centers scattered throughout Arkansas.
I have also been a victim of these criminal sociopaths who call themselves professional
mental health practicioners. Recently I discovered
my 13-year-old son has been secretly treated by 3 particularly hideous
"the---rapists" commonly shortened to the term 'therapists'...
for FOUR YEARS...without my consent, my awareness, my knowledge!!! Thus my son
was mind-raped from age 9 until 13
for no reason save the hefty fees being paid by his SSRI addicted mother. The three men are named Warren Seiler,M.D.a vile individual who's been reeking havoc unmolested by the Arkansas Medical Board for decades at a laughably ridiculous
treatment facility inspired by Tolkien's fantasy novel, "Hobbit",named Rivendell,
located in Saline County,AR.His long-time sidekick's name is Jay Morgan, who holds a highly questionable counseling degree from UCA, engaged as the primary
therapist in the relationship with my son,Zach.
Zach tells me they mostly talked about school stuff and shared Morgan's large bowl of candy and gum he kept close by.
Lucrative fees will pay for alot of candy and gum, I suspect.
The third party to this travesty
was Glen Lowitz, Ph.D. who provided the legal cover for Mr. Morgan. Thank God, Zach never agreed to take their drugs/poisons which he tells me they pushed.
I have been engaged in battling the Arkansas Psychology Board regarding the above thugs since early August,06 and the APB is fiercely playing Cover
Everybody's Ass as I suspected
would happen.
The grotesque over-medicating of your beloved Misty should be obvious to anyone who is not a blatant criminal or who does not have the excuse of being
brain dead. I will vigorously assist you in any possible way.
With My Deepest Sympathy,
Roy Murtishaw
Pine Bluff, Ar
870-550-7696
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